FOR MY NEXT PROJECT WORKING TOWARDS MY MASTERS IN PAINTING I AM GOING TO PAINT TUMBLR USERNAMES.
IF YOU WANT ME TO PAINT YOUR USERNAME IN A WATERCOLOR REBLOG THIS POST.
PLEASE PASS IT AROUND SO I CAN HAVE A SHIT TON TO DO!
This makes my vag hurt
Oh my god…I can’t not reblog this.
(Source: blackdenimjeans, via glitterweave)
Good luck getting this out of your head today. You’re welcome.
I have to.
Found my tiny zebra, so I made it a sweater.
Remember these little guys?
Venting was supposed to make me feel better.
I’ve mentioned that my parents were having problems and that my dad was kicked out. I didn’t go into the circumstances.
My mom got a restraining order against my dad. How she got it, I still don’t understand. He’s never hit her. Not once in the entire 33 years they were married. She told me that she had dreams that he was going to kill her. My mom is incredibly religious and tends to think of her dreams as prophetic visions from God. Seriously.
I’m not trying to make light of domestic violence or deny the stories of victims. I’m angry because this is one of those situations that takes away from real victims. I’m angry that my mother used religion as a weapon against my father. I’m angry that she didn’t give me even the slightest warning, then suddenly I’m getting a phone call from my father saying that he’s being escorted from the home he owns by 3 county sheriffs.
I’m not saying my dad was perfect or totally innocent. He’s shit at expressing himself. He gets angry. He’s said mean things to my mom and I’ve called him out. I can even understand why she’d be done with their marriage. But there are SO many reasons why I have a problem with the way she handled it.
I told my mom once that if they split, I’d be the only one he could go to. He’d have to live with me. She said, “Well, you don’t HAVE to take him in.” Oh yes I fucking do. What kind of daughter would allow her father to just live on the streets?
On top of everything, last week, she cut off his cell phone service. This weekend, I went with him to get him added on to my plan. It was really hard trying to explain the situation without explaining it. This is not really something you want to share with a total stranger. But there were questions…and the only answer I really wanted to give was “it’s complicated.”
And it was her birthday this weekend. Two days before her birthday, she cut him off. I was considering reaching out until…
I haven’t spoken to her since Dad moved in. Partly because I’m angry. Partly because the restraining order states that there is to be no 3rd-party contact, so I can’t really talk to her even if I wanted to.
Anyway…this is my life right now.
Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.
why has this not got any notes
a middle school girl commited suicide here a few days ago..she was 14..
my followers know who this is for.
two of my close friends attempted multiple times
i attempted around this time last year. keep this going.
Today, personally, this is for Robin Williams.
But for today, and every day, it is for anybody who has ever lost anybody to suicide and anybody who has been lost themselves.
I know it probably doesn’t help, but I am so, so sorry.
Reblogging this twice and this should have way more notes
I have a lot on my mind right now. I want to share it, but I need to wait a while.